Wednesday, July 21, 2010
HELLOOOOO EVRYONE !!!
Todays thurs !! .. week 4 of de MP is comin to an end :B ... wooo 6 more weeks to freedom !!!
Dam sian today ... woke up late ... but luckily de bus was fast so nvr late fer skool ... phew ~ ...
Reach skool liao ... goin in de same lab ... dam freakin sian ...
sits down strt com ... log in ... den stares at de com ... so sian :\ ...
totally no motivation to do work sia ... evryone arnd mi is fb-ing if nt play games LOL ...
LOL ... tellin my self i mus do work ! so in de end i stil manage to do some :P ..
Haha kinda sian today cant meet her today ... but wadever i got my sat ! :P ...
anw im not dressed properly today lo :X .. ltr she sees mi n laugh at mi x.x... Im like wearin sports attire :X ...
5pm ! ... time to knock off :D ... even though i was playin Black Shot a few min b4 tat :P ...
hey hey ppl do work oso will sian ok !! .... im human nidda play !!! n relac !!
oh ya ! .. b4 tat i was feelin so tired n shag x.x !! but i gt powered up by some "sugar" :P ...
haha sweetest one earth ... wanna know where i gt it ? y nt go eat ur own poo poo :P LOL ...
I love tat sugar so much !! ♥ ...
oh ya ... so its after 5 .. went fer a run at bedok reservoir .. woo ran more den 2.4 km xD ..
but it took mi 16 min i tink ... im fckin slow :C ...
nvm ... at least tat run was vry refreshin fer mi ! (Y)....
after tat was off to home den bathe !! ofcos !! ... den yup now bloggin :D ...
haha ... my baby havin so test comin x.x ... hope she does well ! ... JYJY ah baby !! ...
ok ba... imma go youtub-in n tok to some hottie :P ... BYE !! Ciaos ~ ...
4 more days !!! Cant wait ~ ♥
Love you my love ever since May 25th ♥
anw im not dressed properly today lo :X .. ltr she sees mi n laugh at mi x.x... Im like wearin sports attire :X ...
5pm ! ... time to knock off :D ... even though i was playin Black Shot a few min b4 tat :P ...
hey hey ppl do work oso will sian ok !! .... im human nidda play !!! n relac !!
oh ya ! .. b4 tat i was feelin so tired n shag x.x !! but i gt powered up by some "sugar" :P ...
haha sweetest one earth ... wanna know where i gt it ? y nt go eat ur own poo poo :P LOL ...
I love tat sugar so much !! ♥ ...
oh ya ... so its after 5 .. went fer a run at bedok reservoir .. woo ran more den 2.4 km xD ..
but it took mi 16 min i tink ... im fckin slow :C ...
nvm ... at least tat run was vry refreshin fer mi ! (Y)....
after tat was off to home den bathe !! ofcos !! ... den yup now bloggin :D ...
haha ... my baby havin so test comin x.x ... hope she does well ! ... JYJY ah baby !! ...
ok ba... imma go youtub-in n tok to some hottie :P ... BYE !! Ciaos ~ ...
4 more days !!! Cant wait ~ ♥
Love you my love ever since May 25th ♥
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
feeling dam dead and tired ....my skool n my girl is killing mi :\ ....
School : Im doing my major proj in skool evryday x.x ... dam its killing mi ...
needa work from 10 am onwards till 5 or sometimes even 5+ ...
sometimes when im too focused on work i even forget to reply her msges :\ ..
seriously i suck as a bf ...
I've been doing my game modelling over and over again so many times ... its really driving m i nuts x.x ... hope my work turns out well soon .. if not i tink imma gonna die =_= ....
Her: Well .. i duno y recently de way she tok mi seems so diff :\ ...
shes like gettin vry cold towards mi ... vry short replies ... den sometimes jus went missin again :\ ..
its vry irritatin to kip askin her de same qn " do you still love mi " over n over again ... i bet shes sick of replyin mi if i would ask her again ...
and its always de same reason tat im askin tat qn .. bcus i scared i wil lose her ...
bcus in a day im spending most of de time in skool and not much time on her .. and im afraid tat she wil feel left out by mi ... and someone tattas more FREE time .. more MONEY ..BETTER looks ... can jus take her away :\ ...
other den tat is also de way she talk to mi tis past few days ... is she pushin mi away :( ...
i guess mayb im too ... possesive over her ... sry ...
mayb i wil jus giv her more space or time ba ... like mayb let her tok to mi or text mi when she feel like ... hope tat would b better (: ...
Guess 25th July isnt tat a good day ... no b.day celebration ... no 3rd nth .. guess i hav no mood fer anytin ... mayb jus stay home n work on my proj ba ... n hope she havin fun wit her family (: ..
shes like gettin vry cold towards mi ... vry short replies ... den sometimes jus went missin again :\ ..
its vry irritatin to kip askin her de same qn " do you still love mi " over n over again ... i bet shes sick of replyin mi if i would ask her again ...
and its always de same reason tat im askin tat qn .. bcus i scared i wil lose her ...
bcus in a day im spending most of de time in skool and not much time on her .. and im afraid tat she wil feel left out by mi ... and someone tattas more FREE time .. more MONEY ..BETTER looks ... can jus take her away :\ ...
other den tat is also de way she talk to mi tis past few days ... is she pushin mi away :( ...
i guess mayb im too ... possesive over her ... sry ...
mayb i wil jus giv her more space or time ba ... like mayb let her tok to mi or text mi when she feel like ... hope tat would b better (: ...
Guess 25th July isnt tat a good day ... no b.day celebration ... no 3rd nth .. guess i hav no mood fer anytin ... mayb jus stay home n work on my proj ba ... n hope she havin fun wit her family (: ..
my life sucks :\ ... jus wish tat evryday i wake up would b a better day .. n ofcos lover her more (: ♥ ..
i dun ask fer more ... jus a little bit of ur love (: ... i aldry satisfied even when u call mi "baby" ...
i dun ask fer more ... jus a little bit of ur love (: ... i aldry satisfied even when u call mi "baby" ...
LOVE JW ♥...
... but HATES major proj !
Monday, July 5, 2010
guess u know why im here again ... ofcos bad mood .. :\jus discovered a vry vry bad news actuali ...
i may not hav a chance to celebrate her b.day ....
her actual b.day gt booked by her parents ...
2 days b4 de actual day i gt skool till vry late..
de day before her b.day she hav singing lesson ....
guess the entire week is burn out for me ...
well... actuali shes goin to US (universal studios) to celebrate with her frens nxt week ...
but i was worryin that if i go ... i scared i would not hav enuff $$ to get her any gifts ....
she even wanted to pay for my entrance .. but i didnt want .. cus its alot and .. i feel dam bad abt it ...
hope some fckin miracle could fckin turn mi filthy rich n get mi off tis prob !!
dam my life !! .. FML !! for being a poor kid ...
dam my life !! .. FML !! for being a poor kid ...
Hope she enjoy her time wit her parents n frens (: ..
Love FJW ♥
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
It has been only two days in my MP and im alrdy havin hell :| ...Strangely its not MP that is giving mi the hell ... but my "frens" ...
yes gotta say ... as frens we joke .. we laugh at one another .. but when sometimes someone reacts differently
especially with anger .. it alrdy tels u someone has alrdy cross the line ...
yes i didnt tell dem tat im going through MP ... tats my fault .. yes ...
but u hav to understand MP puts alot of stress on mi ...
u say .. im so stress and busy .. y am i still using fb ? ... well ... im on but just not tat active ..
i was doing my work .. feelin tired n irritated .. so i decided to fo facebook to distress myself ...
but wad do i get ? ... yes .. someone is nice enuff to ask mi to go WWW wit dem ... but i said "seriously dun ask mi out " ... w/o even askin mi y straight away i get tis reply .. "Dun wan jiu dun wan lor, bored die you uh!" ... tat moment i was alrdy so stressed out doin my game design doc ... n den i stil get tis kind of reply :\ ... ofcos out of anger .. i said some vulgarities bac at dem ..
Hey ... ur wife angry ... shout vulgar ... u sayang her ...
Im ur fren ... i say vulgar .. u shoot mi bac ... seriously tat moment i was shock to see u reply vulgarites at mi ... tat was de vry first time knowing as fren tat u did tat to mi ... yes im showin attitude ... but ofcus fer a reason ...
seriously ... if r really my fren in the first place ... u would know tat i hardly get angry or say vulgarties to my frens right ... u know evrytime u pester mi play mahjong all tis all tat ... i hardly say anytin bac ... sometimes im really unwillin to play but since u guys r my frens .. i say y not play some mahjong ... mayb can hav some nice chatting as well ...
hey i know ur wife means alot to u ... but different situations pls act differently ...
seeing all de sarcasim in ur comments ... " *wide smile* " all tis alrdy get mi angry ...
de way tat u reply ... to mi ... seriously make mi tink im not worthy of a fren ...
n now u even add tis line "Who ever that dare start throwing vulgar at me shud face de consequences . Don't make me come over and beat the shit out of u." wad r u tryin to imply ? ... beat mi up ? ... not tryin to be bhb or wad ... but i cant be frens wit someone tat is making mi fear or threatenin right ...
anyway ... i said vulgarities im wrong ok ... im sry ...
i throw tantrum ... im wrong sry ...
lastly ... i said all tis to ur wife .. im sry ...
Lets jus end de frenship here ... no hard feelins ok ... evryone will be happy (: ...
no nid see my attitude n stuff ... no nid to blame one another ... n i no nid worry to get beat up (: ...
bye ...
Monday, June 28, 2010
Hmmm ... school start and my life sucks now ...im now fuckin on MP (Major Project ) .... heard its gonna be very stressful... hope i could survive x.x ....
gonna start school at 9 and end at 5 evryday ... its gonna be fuckin tirin i guess ...
hmm... hope i would stil be able to hav chance to see my baby :\ ...
i guess my baby would be sad or angry tat i would hav to spend so much time in skool ...
sry baby ... :( ...
i can see from the way .. u msg mi u sounded sad .. n a little piss :\ ...and now u take longer
time to reply my msg ... and most of the time u msg mi is to tel mi tat u are away :( ..
sry baby .... i try find time fer u k ... dun b angry ....
i guess i would miss baby more now a days .. hope she is to :( ...
baby mus study hard now k ! .. jyjy ! .. dun wan u cry again abt ur results .... it sucks to see u in tat way ...
though i cant see u tat often ... my heart stil belong to u ...
Love You FJW
my baby ♥
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Its been 2 months alrdy and tings were nt as good as it was the last time .... at first her messages were getting shorter and shorter den now even her replies gets slower and slower ....
im sry ...ya u guys may say im over sensitive ...but waiting for a reply fer 30 min its too long fer mi :( ...
i know some of u guys may tink tat she might b busy .away from fone , or slping tats y shes didnt reply ....
but as a bf who loves her so much will be worried right ....
at least she tells mi abt wad shes doing like slping or smth at least i know ...
let jus hope shes nt avoiding me ... or pushing me away ....
i know i dun hav the looks , dun hav de money and ofcos not de perfect bf ... but at least i hav de time n love fer her ... sry .. but tats all i have ... but if she ask for more .. den im sry ...
tats all i got n im tryin my best to be a good bf ..
ya after reading all tat im sure u guys may tink tat im too emotional ...
YES I AM ! .. WHY ! CUS I FUCKIN LOVE FONG JIA WEI ! ..
disagree or dun like wad i say .. well too bad AND FUCK YOU ! ...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Having sleepless night again :( .. Tinking hard abt our 2nd month ... didnt plan anytin much !!! n i only hav like one day left x.x ...
Basically .. i suppose we gonna catch a movie n ??? n i know lastly would be de bbq ...
other den de tings tat we r gonna do im still missin de gift !! .. :(
Last month was sucha screw up x.x ... didnt get any shit ! ...
im sure if i dun get anytin fer her she shld b disappointed ... sumone pls show mi de light x.x ...
Hope evrytin goes well on fri x.x...
Pray hard !!! \(>.<)/
other den de tings tat we r gonna do im still missin de gift !! .. :(
Last month was sucha screw up x.x ... didnt get any shit ! ...
im sure if i dun get anytin fer her she shld b disappointed ... sumone pls show mi de light x.x ...
Hope evrytin goes well on fri x.x...
Pray hard !!! \(>.<)/
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