Thursday, August 28, 2008
WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!DO I EVEN HAVE 2 PAY MY LIFE 2 EVEN WATCH A FCKIN MOVIE !!!!OR IZZIT U HAD NT ENUFF TORTURE OF MII !!!!!!U WANNA INFLICT MORE PAIN N SUFFERIN N WATCH MI SLOWLY DIE !!!!?????CANT U GUYS PEEL OPEN UR FCKIN EYES .... LOOK AT ME !!!! CLEARLY !!!!I M HUMAN OK !!! I HAV DE FCKIN FEELINS !!!IM REALI REALI REALI CONFUESSSSEDD !!!! I DARE 2 MSG U TIS FCKIN GUY N U DUN EVEN DARE 2 FCKIN REPLY !!! CUMON WHERES UR FCKIN BALLS MAN !!! U EAT DEM ON UR LAST B.DAY !!????I CANT EVEN REALI TEL WHETHER SHE REALI LIKES MI OR IZZIT U IDIOTS MESSIN UP !!!DOOOOO UUUU IDIOTS REALI REALI REALI FCKIN REALI UNDERSTAND MII !!!!!!CUM ON !!!! SERIOUSLY !!! LEARN 2 RESPECT DE YOUNG 2 !!! DUN TINK U R ADULTS SO !!?? UR JUZ A ADULT LOOKIN FCKERS WITH NO FCKIN BRAINS !!!DO U IDIOTS REALI NOE WAD U R DOIN IS LIKE PUSHIN A KNIFE DIRECTLY INTO MY HEART !!! OVER N OVER AGAIN !!!!DO I REALI NID 2 LITERALLY HURT MYSELF 2 SHW TAT I REALI CARE FER HER !!???
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Something happened to me ........Something that is even wost than combining All de bad things tat hav happened ..and tat is 2day ... 10/08/08 ...Why muz someone try 2 pull us away ....izzit smth tat we hav done tat is WRONG ?.........juz tat im a 17 cant go ut with a 14 !?I rmb de 1st day i met de gerl .... frm de look i noe shes nice n sweet ...tat day i didnt even dare 2 look at her in de face ... or even hold her hand ..but sum hw sum way ... i juz find her de best gerl i've ever met ...so i decided 2 stay with her ...during de days i spent with her ... most of de time im always de bad 1 but she nvr fails 2 4giv mi .... shes cares fer evrytin i do .... n always supported mi ....slowly i luv her more deeply ....it always hurts 2 see her sad ... u noe ....especially when she cries ... it makes mi feel lyk cryin 2 ... though im nt givin her a lot ... shes always fine with mi ....i rmb vividly tat day when i went 2 de beach with her .....though it was a short ... but i enjoyed tat day ...i always feel guilty wheneva shes being scolded by mum cus of mi ...but she still nvr blame mi fer anytin ....de times with her were always short ...but its worth it ...i rmb tat day when her mum caught us .....she gt drag bac ... n i couldnt do anytin ? ... i feel like a loser ....after tat ting had happened she stil nvr blamed mi ...meetin a gerl lyk her was reali ... smth tat is grateful abt ..i noe im nt those handsum or some rich ass guy ...but she doesnt mind abit .... i have 2 say tis again tat she is de most lovely gerl I've met ....im reali trueful 2 her ... but y ppl juz wan 2 hurt mi lyk tis ...im cryin .......but i juz dunno y i couldnt stp ... de memories kip playin in my mind ... my heart is bleeding ..........y cant tis juz stp ! i dun wan ani more of tis !! i had enuff !PLEASE STP TIS ... STP PULLIN HER AWAY FRM MI ....IM BEGGIN FER IT ..... PLS ....i wan bac de old times ..........wish i could juz stp tis ... n let us continue ... pls ....TAMMIE♥
Friday, August 1, 2008
..........What did I do sia ....Im feelin so miserable .... down .... Everything tat i do did nt turn out wad i wan ..........Bad things kip happenin 2 mi .....Is tis de real reality .... ?Let mi juz list out all de bad thing s tat happening 2 mi ....Bad Things -flooded with hardcore homeworks -nt feeling well recently -No time 2 relax myself -Wanna watch a youtube vid ... it wont load-Wanna download music ... cnt download-CAnt sleep well ....-Cash kips flyin away....-Not enuff time spents with my laopo .....-Exams are coming-Play maple(private server) stil can get stuck ...-Hardly anybodys arnd when i nid help -Im mostly alone nw after skoool ....-I feel tat i hav lost smth in mi ... my humour ?-Mind is always flooded with things ... juz cnt calm dwn ...-Got a small cut recently on my feet area ...-Sometimes having strong headache ...-unable 2 work out well due 2 my physical condition -resulting in mi nt losin any much weight -Keep forgetting stuffs (STM)-Collisions between events ....(driving mi nuts)-Feelin tat death is arnd de corner -No solutions 2 all my probelms !!!!!!!!I tink tats abt it bahhh.............+*Hoping For Better Days*+Check out de radio*INPUT RADIO FLASH* (under construction)