Wednesday, July 21, 2010
HELLOOOOO EVRYONE !!!
Todays thurs !! .. week 4 of de MP is comin to an end :B ... wooo 6 more weeks to freedom !!!
Dam sian today ... woke up late ... but luckily de bus was fast so nvr late fer skool ... phew ~ ...
Reach skool liao ... goin in de same lab ... dam freakin sian ...
sits down strt com ... log in ... den stares at de com ... so sian :\ ...
totally no motivation to do work sia ... evryone arnd mi is fb-ing if nt play games LOL ...
LOL ... tellin my self i mus do work ! so in de end i stil manage to do some :P ..
Haha kinda sian today cant meet her today ... but wadever i got my sat ! :P ...
anw im not dressed properly today lo :X .. ltr she sees mi n laugh at mi x.x... Im like wearin sports attire :X ...
5pm ! ... time to knock off :D ... even though i was playin Black Shot a few min b4 tat :P ...
hey hey ppl do work oso will sian ok !! .... im human nidda play !!! n relac !!
oh ya ! .. b4 tat i was feelin so tired n shag x.x !! but i gt powered up by some "sugar" :P ...
haha sweetest one earth ... wanna know where i gt it ? y nt go eat ur own poo poo :P LOL ...
I love tat sugar so much !! ♥ ...
oh ya ... so its after 5 .. went fer a run at bedok reservoir .. woo ran more den 2.4 km xD ..
but it took mi 16 min i tink ... im fckin slow :C ...
nvm ... at least tat run was vry refreshin fer mi ! (Y)....
after tat was off to home den bathe !! ofcos !! ... den yup now bloggin :D ...
haha ... my baby havin so test comin x.x ... hope she does well ! ... JYJY ah baby !! ...
ok ba... imma go youtub-in n tok to some hottie :P ... BYE !! Ciaos ~ ...
4 more days !!! Cant wait ~ ♥
Love you my love ever since May 25th ♥
anw im not dressed properly today lo :X .. ltr she sees mi n laugh at mi x.x... Im like wearin sports attire :X ...
5pm ! ... time to knock off :D ... even though i was playin Black Shot a few min b4 tat :P ...
hey hey ppl do work oso will sian ok !! .... im human nidda play !!! n relac !!
oh ya ! .. b4 tat i was feelin so tired n shag x.x !! but i gt powered up by some "sugar" :P ...
haha sweetest one earth ... wanna know where i gt it ? y nt go eat ur own poo poo :P LOL ...
I love tat sugar so much !! ♥ ...
oh ya ... so its after 5 .. went fer a run at bedok reservoir .. woo ran more den 2.4 km xD ..
but it took mi 16 min i tink ... im fckin slow :C ...
nvm ... at least tat run was vry refreshin fer mi ! (Y)....
after tat was off to home den bathe !! ofcos !! ... den yup now bloggin :D ...
haha ... my baby havin so test comin x.x ... hope she does well ! ... JYJY ah baby !! ...
ok ba... imma go youtub-in n tok to some hottie :P ... BYE !! Ciaos ~ ...
4 more days !!! Cant wait ~ ♥
Love you my love ever since May 25th ♥
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
feeling dam dead and tired ....my skool n my girl is killing mi :\ ....
School : Im doing my major proj in skool evryday x.x ... dam its killing mi ...
needa work from 10 am onwards till 5 or sometimes even 5+ ...
sometimes when im too focused on work i even forget to reply her msges :\ ..
seriously i suck as a bf ...
I've been doing my game modelling over and over again so many times ... its really driving m i nuts x.x ... hope my work turns out well soon .. if not i tink imma gonna die =_= ....
Her: Well .. i duno y recently de way she tok mi seems so diff :\ ...
shes like gettin vry cold towards mi ... vry short replies ... den sometimes jus went missin again :\ ..
its vry irritatin to kip askin her de same qn " do you still love mi " over n over again ... i bet shes sick of replyin mi if i would ask her again ...
and its always de same reason tat im askin tat qn .. bcus i scared i wil lose her ...
bcus in a day im spending most of de time in skool and not much time on her .. and im afraid tat she wil feel left out by mi ... and someone tattas more FREE time .. more MONEY ..BETTER looks ... can jus take her away :\ ...
other den tat is also de way she talk to mi tis past few days ... is she pushin mi away :( ...
i guess mayb im too ... possesive over her ... sry ...
mayb i wil jus giv her more space or time ba ... like mayb let her tok to mi or text mi when she feel like ... hope tat would b better (: ...
Guess 25th July isnt tat a good day ... no b.day celebration ... no 3rd nth .. guess i hav no mood fer anytin ... mayb jus stay home n work on my proj ba ... n hope she havin fun wit her family (: ..
shes like gettin vry cold towards mi ... vry short replies ... den sometimes jus went missin again :\ ..
its vry irritatin to kip askin her de same qn " do you still love mi " over n over again ... i bet shes sick of replyin mi if i would ask her again ...
and its always de same reason tat im askin tat qn .. bcus i scared i wil lose her ...
bcus in a day im spending most of de time in skool and not much time on her .. and im afraid tat she wil feel left out by mi ... and someone tattas more FREE time .. more MONEY ..BETTER looks ... can jus take her away :\ ...
other den tat is also de way she talk to mi tis past few days ... is she pushin mi away :( ...
i guess mayb im too ... possesive over her ... sry ...
mayb i wil jus giv her more space or time ba ... like mayb let her tok to mi or text mi when she feel like ... hope tat would b better (: ...
Guess 25th July isnt tat a good day ... no b.day celebration ... no 3rd nth .. guess i hav no mood fer anytin ... mayb jus stay home n work on my proj ba ... n hope she havin fun wit her family (: ..
my life sucks :\ ... jus wish tat evryday i wake up would b a better day .. n ofcos lover her more (: ♥ ..
i dun ask fer more ... jus a little bit of ur love (: ... i aldry satisfied even when u call mi "baby" ...
i dun ask fer more ... jus a little bit of ur love (: ... i aldry satisfied even when u call mi "baby" ...
LOVE JW ♥...
... but HATES major proj !
Monday, July 5, 2010
guess u know why im here again ... ofcos bad mood .. :\jus discovered a vry vry bad news actuali ...
i may not hav a chance to celebrate her b.day ....
her actual b.day gt booked by her parents ...
2 days b4 de actual day i gt skool till vry late..
de day before her b.day she hav singing lesson ....
guess the entire week is burn out for me ...
well... actuali shes goin to US (universal studios) to celebrate with her frens nxt week ...
but i was worryin that if i go ... i scared i would not hav enuff $$ to get her any gifts ....
she even wanted to pay for my entrance .. but i didnt want .. cus its alot and .. i feel dam bad abt it ...
hope some fckin miracle could fckin turn mi filthy rich n get mi off tis prob !!
dam my life !! .. FML !! for being a poor kid ...
dam my life !! .. FML !! for being a poor kid ...
Hope she enjoy her time wit her parents n frens (: ..
Love FJW ♥
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