Wednesday, July 14, 2010
feeling dam dead and tired ....
my skool n my girl is killing mi :\ ....
School : Im doing my major proj in skool evryday x.x ... dam its killing mi ...
needa work from 10 am onwards till 5 or sometimes even 5+ ...
sometimes when im too focused on work i even forget to reply her msges :\ ..
seriously i suck as a bf ...
I've been doing my game modelling over and over again so many times ... its really driving m i nuts x.x ... hope my work turns out well soon .. if not i tink imma gonna die =_= ....
Her: Well .. i duno y recently de way she tok mi seems so diff :\ ...
shes like gettin vry cold towards mi ... vry short replies ... den sometimes jus went missin again :\ ..
its vry irritatin to kip askin her de same qn " do you still love mi " over n over again ... i bet shes sick of replyin mi if i would ask her again ...
and its always de same reason tat im askin tat qn .. bcus i scared i wil lose her ...
bcus in a day im spending most of de time in skool and not much time on her .. and im afraid tat she wil feel left out by mi ... and someone tattas more FREE time .. more MONEY ..BETTER looks ... can jus take her away :\ ...
other den tat is also de way she talk to mi tis past few days ... is she pushin mi away :( ...
i guess mayb im too ... possesive over her ... sry ...
mayb i wil jus giv her more space or time ba ... like mayb let her tok to mi or text mi when she feel like ... hope tat would b better (: ...
Guess 25th July isnt tat a good day ... no b.day celebration ... no 3rd nth .. guess i hav no mood fer anytin ... mayb jus stay home n work on my proj ba ... n hope she havin fun wit her family (: ..
my life sucks :\ ... jus wish tat evryday i wake up would b a better day .. n ofcos lover her more (: ♥ ..
i dun ask fer more ... jus a little bit of ur love (: ... i aldry satisfied even when u call mi "baby" ...
LOVE JW ♥...
... but HATES major proj !
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